Chucks blog

At the moment I don’t know what to think other than now I want everyone to be as healthy as they can, and as happy as they can for as long as they can.

There never seems to be enough money. I did find out that social security only owes me about $25,000.00 not the $50,000.00 I originaly thought but I am not shure if I will even get that. Of course I actually owe more than that to other people so it may not do any good. I had insurance that was supposed to pay my bills while I was in the hospital but if I remember right they only made a one time payment of $25.00. Rediculous isn’t it.

I am writing a book. The title is” You Are Gonna Love this!” It’s going to be a story about me sold as fiction. In the book I am going to be a gigolo and i am doing it for fun. It gives me joy to tell my story the way I see it and how it might be.

Life sucks. I don’t know what to do about it. I can’t really explain it all without the fear of being locked away in a hospital, beaten and tortured for the rest of my life but I will try…….. Sorry I just can’t.

About four and a half years ago I was judicialy commited to a mental institution for being delusional for thinking I might have a business idea that could work. After four and a half years in there I told them I beleive and still do beleive I was cheated out of $1 trillion $3.6 billion US Dollars and now am I supposed to be better. I have very little money, no car, no wife , and I live with my mother. So in other words as long as I am a poor, miserable, coward loser, and lonely on top of that I am an OK man. Gee thanks, now I understand; NOT.

Tight budget this month so no progress on the tool buying. I did find out that social security cheated me out of about $53,000.00 and none of the nightmare of a time I had in the hospital would ever have happened, not that it should have happened. I am trying to post at least once a month like a good scientist should even if it’s about my personal life.

I am still thinking about the job situation since I have things I need money for. My best bet would be gigolo. It’s legal when there is a relationship involved and might give me a real chance at something more. Also my birthday is July 23, I will be 36.

I moved back to Lafayette and will update my website soon. Also I have acquired an oscilloscope for working on my android project. I am still trying to get all the tools necessary to start working.

I want to move to Austin, TX to get away from all the black people(too many unprovoked attacks).

A diferent Health Care system and Mental Health system might give me a better life. If anyone can suggest how to do this on very limited rescources please email me at chuck@chuck4yourinfo.com