Chucks blog

Well life is hard so I think I might just sit around the house and play Skyrim until I wake up in the morning with a beautiful naked woman laying in bed next to me that just can’t get enough of my dick. The problem is I don’t think I can meet her in Skyrim.

I have been reading about herbs lately and found out about Bacopa. I have not tried it yet but maybe one day when I am feeling brave I might. It is said to increase intelligence and improve memory. Something GABA and estrogen could cause temporary hearing loss but other than that it looks good besides the fact that it may react with thiazide diuretics.

Well I guess about nine months ago I bought and read most of a book titled the “Survival Medicine Handbook”. Seems good and it has a list of additional resources in the back of the book, I acquired most of the additional books, highly recommended is the ” Essential Oils Desk Reference” by Life Science Publishing. The discovery of “Thieves” Oil is worth the price of the book. Since it’s Cold and Flu season you might want to look it up.

I checked my credit report and First Premier is still trying to collect a debt that is almost ten years old. The story on First Premier is that I had one of their credit cards. The problem comes in with their credit protection insurance that was supposed to make minimum payments on all my credit cards if something happened. It is a lie, I paid for the insurance until they refused to do what they said they would do. it was $10 a month I was in the hospital for almost five years. If I remember right they drained my bank account with the $10 monthly charge and only made one payment of $20.00 to just the First Premier card when it was supposed to cover all of my cards until I got better. Now here is First Premier ruining my credit still by showing this as an active credit card.

Well I am not sure what to say about the Mental Health System. They keep me in a place where there are no friends, no hope of ever having friends or a lover or doing anything like that and it makes me miserable and it has been this bad or worse since 1997. My mother acts like a big man for a woman and they give me drugs that make me behave like a little girl. They told me while I was in the hospital that I am not allowed to have relationships because it causes to much drama. At one time I was being given LSD which would cause extreme happiness then 8 hours latter crash and suicide. But it’s the relationships that are to blame according to Mental Health. They give me drugs that confuse the facts. I hate my life.

I was reading over my posts and it gives the impression that I moved to Texas. Well I haven’t moved to Texas, you see someone from Volunteers of America which is providing my mental health services told me that if I kept the land in Texas which was basically my home that I would no longer get Social Security Income. You guess where they want me if I try to leave. Jail, Supervised living arrangement with a 320lb black man that acts like he is going to break my bones while talking about 18 wheeler loads of narcotics( Don’t forget I am on medication to keep me from getting violent when people hurt me.) or walking the streets eating out of garbage cans. They literally cheated me out of Billions of dollars and call me mentally ill so they can do what ever they want to me.

I wrote another book “What can be done with the internet today” that is available on Amazon.com and it’s world wide sites. It is an ideas book for someone looking for something new.

Charles E. Hopkins