Well all the stress is aparentlly taking it’s toll on me I went to the emergency room four times this month thinking and feeling like I was going to die at any second. Geuss what I was told, perfectly healthy phisically, at least I think that was what I was told I felt so horrible I can’t really remember. I know I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder. I wish I could convince my psychiatrist to find me a wife because I am not having any luck on my own.